There are ups and downs with grief, sometimes a memory will pop into my head that brings me a smile or laugh and other times tears come. Birthday of the deceased or the day they passed can stir grief up. For myself I look forward to the days when grief has ebbed and I can remember the passed person with joy, laughter and peace.
Be kind to yourself and take care when grieving.
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